6.21.2020

A 2020 Choice.

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Way back in January I thought and prayed over a word that could help me focus 2020.
 Last year my word was intention.
 This year my word has become choice
        They are similar,in that, so often life fulfillment come from choice- intentional choice.
 But, still, the word choice stood out to me
 so I agreed with God and tagged ‘choice’ as my 2020 word.  
I had no idea what God ultimately had in store when he planted the commitment to that word. 

Over the Covid 19 pandemic - 
I interviewed virtually twice and ultimately accepted a new position 
with True Rx, a sister company to my current employer. 
Pretty simple and straightforward when I type it up that way. 
But, the decision came over a months time.
 I made phone call after phone call 
             from our owner to my WB pharmacist bestie Hanna. 
Dan and I prayed and I cried (he did not lol)-
 I was sure and unsure- 
I was elated for new opportunities and sad for past success.
But, my why comes in the form of my family 
and this opportunity undeniably fit our family best 
  with more desirable hours and an opportunity to invest in the clinical side of my career. 
https://drive.google.com/uc?export=view&id=1VkDx9_pWxoe5YAiD9yUOey6nJzriqguM

I was given divine nudges- like this one. But, 

I knew I would disappoint folks
 from my dedicated staff to valued customers 
and even family.

I knew I would be stretched professionally 
into areas of pharmacy new to me.

I knew I would be faced with uncomfortable days
away from the work friends I've know for years.

I knew I would have so much to learn
I've always been the one to train .

But, God had given me peace with my decision I am unable to explain
and at the end of the day 
my name is Beloved! 
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